Thursday, January 23, 2014

My experiences with Maa...

I always wanted to write about my journey this year - 2013 so far. Never felt like writing all those bull crap that I was going through all these 270 days. Yet, if I look at it more closely, I have changed myself within - on the very principles, that I never would have want to. One thing is that, I have turned to look at things in a very different way, personally. If I were the usual me, would have been rebellious. And, would have never pardoned people for their mistakes. But, I have started to follow forgive & forget, in my own way. Quite a change. On that note...

People, on their tough times is drawn to spirituality. But, the point is continuing it even when you are happy. That's exactly what it is all about. Let me tell you my experience with Maa Kali. You know, Maa tests her children so vigorously that they are always made to remember Maa herself more than every. That's her way of testing you. You need to think about Her. Alternatively, you can just think about Her. (Basically, no option!)

It was in December 2012, a few days before the year ended that I came in touch with this dear friend of mine via social media. I am still trying to decipher, what this man is made of! Simply adore his predictions. Its just too hard to be true. After that first call that I made to him, at the end of it, I was - out of nowhere, pulled into Spirituality.

The person I am, I hardly visit any temples apart from my native & a few known Temples. Yet, I was advised specific things. Trust me, at the outset, I wasn't inclined to go to any other place than my native place or the places I have closer relation to - that limited spirituality in me permitted. YET, compulsions & in search of a way out, I did start going to this Temple in Delhi. Did it have effects? Well, read on...

Yes, it did. I went there to take me out of a few problems I had been facing in December 2012. (Not the End of world stuff!!). It was Swami Vivekananda's birthday in January 2013 & I started this journey. It has indeed been a thorough learning process deep within my self about certain things about life, people & the way world operates on other planes.

I had three major problems in 2013. Now, all three are closed. Fourth one propped up a fortnight back, plucked the moment it started.

Today, I had made resolute effort to go to the same Temple again & trust me, I have got something else to focus on right away. Whether the problem is solved or not, doesn't matter. But, fact is, it takes away the pain, I was undergoing. And, in a matter of time, I am sure, life will get people freed from everything - whether you like it or not.

I have got a clear idea on why it all happened. And, who exactly from East India was behind it. I am still waiting for what Karma has in store for me. To that person, I wish to say, its a grave error that you have done. It would ultimately hit you back. If not today, a few months / years down the line. But, it would. Don't generate negative effects. Tantra shouldn't be used this way!! I still let karma take its course. I have Maa with me. She is enough for my strength & support.

Lesson:

That's the time, I realized what a spiritual power could do. If you still don't get it, its very simple. It does nothing else but, activate your mental toughness & makes you feel strong, from inside. It doesn't do any kind of sci-fi stuff. Just does what I said above.

When I feel very low, I just close my eyes & pray. Whether the issue is sorted or not, is a different matter. Atleast, I am able to survive. There are other ways one could do it. Like, breathing exercises, Yoga & what not. One of my friend even goes to Gym & does workout to reduce stress - I felt like, what!!??

To all those who don't agree to whatever has been written above, here are few pointers - without Maa in mind:

- Everything in this world happens for a reason. Good / bad - isn't with you as a focal point.
- Its Karma that is centred on you. In my definition, Karma is like a railway station without porters. If you have less baggage, its good karma. Else, its bad!
- Change is something you need to seek, and you would find one.
- Change is like attracting positivity.
- Change is again not your deputy, who comes at your call. It comes in its own way & its own time.
- All you can do is, regulate the change. Conflicting with previous point? Well, yes, it is possible, if you are in control of yourself. Fact!

Anyways, think about Nature, if you are an atheist. But, I wish to say, May Maa bless us all! She doesn't discriminate, whether you like her or not. She only sees, whether you trust Her or not.

Joi Tara!!